I don’t want to suddenly sound depressing after my streak of enthusiastic posts, but I do want to get something off my chest…

I love the friends I hang out and study with all week, but pretty much all they talk about is either a party that happened the previous weekend or a party that’s going to happen that weekend. They talk about how high or drunk they were, or how much they’re looking forward to going crazy and partying and blah blah blah.

It makes me feel so left out.

I mean, it’s my fault. I don’t party. I don’t drink or do anything social… I don’t know why. I just don’t.

I love my friends though, don’t get me wrong. They’re the best people ever. For almost the entire week they kept trying to convince me to go our friends’ frat party, and they gave me all these logical reasons why I should go, and they’re just really cool about it, and I feel bad because I always make up some excuse to not go. It’s just not my thing.

I’d rather just stay in and watch PARKS & RECREATION all night with someone. IS THAT SO CRAZY?! There HAS to be more people like me out there, right? (PLEASE SHOW YOURSELF!)

I don’t try to let this stuff bother me too much, though, but it’s hard when you’re at the #1 party school in the country. I don’t think I’ll ever understand the appeal of the stereotypical college life (then again I’ve never partaken in it… I realize I’m probably in the minority here). Luckily I have the great hobby of comedy writing, so that keeps me busy instead. If I can make someone laugh, well hey, that’s my version of a party.

I’m a loser, I know. (AND NOT THE COOL KIND OF LOSER, EITHER!)